I'm hurting physically - Video

Lord won't you buy me a back•e•otomy... My period is late yet I'm not in Depends...????????

My back is hurting so bad and my period has still not come it is a week late. All the signs of my period coming on are there... It's a miserable feeling I must be in perimenopause.

The shower helped my back a little bit and I've got the heating pad on it again I'm in something comfy and cozy. I wish I had a big hot tub to get in... It would probably help my back and make my period start.
of course it would be nice to go swimming but I do not need the waves knocking my back around right now